Dizzojay's Dean Dreams (dizzojay) wrote,
Dizzojay's Dean Dreams

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The End of the Road - spoilers 15.20

I felt the need to write this to try to get some of this overwhelming emotion out of my system.  Did it help?

Uh, apparently not.


Genre: angst/tragedy
Rating: K+
Characters: Sam and Dean - written from Dean's POV
Spoilers: Warnings: Needless to say, huge spoilers for the finale!
Word Count: 300
Disclaimer: I don't own them

Well, this sucks.

All those years of hunting, and this is how it ends.  A freaking rebar through the back.

Still, I guess without Chuck driving our story, we’re vulnerable to accidents now and, well, this one’s a doozy.

But it’s my time.  I know that. I won’t have Sam endangering himself by trying to save me this time.  He can cry and plead all he likes.  I’m tired. 

I’m ready to drop the final curtain. 

I know that without me, there’s no hunt for Sam.  And I’m good with that; he can finally live the life I want him to.  I’m so proud of him; whatever he does now, I’ll always be proud of him.

But, it’s not all bad.  I get to die on my feet, not bleeding out in a ditch or rotting in some hospital bed.

From here, I can look Sam straight in the eye.  And make sure he knows I’m serious.

I feel like this damn thing is holding me together, it’s getting hard to breathe now…

I still have my machete in my hand.

That makes me feel like a Viking. 

Like I’m about to enter the Halls of Valhalla.

I guess a warrior couldn’t ask for much more than that.

So that’s cool.

I just need Sam to tell me it’s okay for me to leave.

Although, I’m not leaving him, not really. 

I’ll always be with him, in his heart.

But I need to know.

That he’ll be okay.

That Baby will be okay.

That Miracle will be okay.

I need to know.

That it’s okay.

Sam said yes.

It hurt him, but he said it.

He gave me.  Permission.

To go.

I love him.

I’m proud of him.

My baby brother.

I smile.

He smiles.

We touch.





Tags: angst, dean winchester, fan fiction, sam winchester, supernatural

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