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Now I Understand

Okay, it took me a while, but here's a little cathartic drabble following the trauma of the season finale ...

NOW I UNDERSTAND

Rating: K+
Genre: Tragedy/Angst
Characters: Sam and Dean Winchester
Spoilers/Warnings: Huge spoilers for 9.23
Word Count: 100
Disclaimer: I don't own them

Tag to Dean’s death scene
Sam’s big enough to admit his mistakes; Sam’s POV

xxxxx

Cradling Dean's broken, lifeless body against mine, I remember those furious words I'd spoken so long ago; words that prompted this miserable silo mentality we've both descended into.

I'd told Dean that I wouldn't help him if he died. He'd looked hurt; I'd felt justified.

But now I get it; I understand, and I desperately wish I could unsay those words.

A lifetime without Dean stretches before me and I can't face it. I want to die right now, right alongside him.

Gathering him closer, I want to occupy the same space; physics be damned.

I'll get him back.

Whatever it takes.

xxxxx

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Tags: angst, dean winchester, drabbles, sam winchester, supernatural
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