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Dizzojay's Dean Dreams
16 February 2025 @ 10:26 pm


In the interests of being better organised, here is the link to my fanfic.net page where every fanfic I have ever written is listed in chronological order.

http://www.fanfiction.net/u/2384416/Dizzo

Most of these fics have appeared over here at one time or another, but it's hard to keep track of them, so I'm very happy to sit back and let FF.net do the work for me :)


 
 
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Dizzojay's Dean Dreams
25 March 2019 @ 09:52 pm
So, I'm fed up with feeling maudlin and miserable, so tonight I decided to use my time productively instead.

Here, therefore, and rather randomly, is a small appreciation of Jensen - and V-neck Tees.

Where Jensen is concerned, V-neck tees are to be strongly encouraged at every possibility because they generally show off a little bit more flesh than ordinary tees.

Not that I'm desperate or anything ...







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Dizzojay's Dean Dreams
24 March 2019 @ 09:12 pm
.. I need to keep my mind active, and so I decided to continue with the picture of Mt Ketch I started last weekend.  I didn't think I was in the right frame of mind for arting, but once I got stuck in, it all worked .

Getting ready to meet those lovely BMOL in Paris at the end of April!

 
 
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Dizzojay's Dean Dreams
I'm not, for one moment suggesting that what the fandom is going through right now compares in any way to the indescribable pain and despair of a bereavement; that would be insulting to everyone who has ever lost a loved-one.  But it doesn't alter the fact that what we are all going through is a form of grieving process.  All over social media, I've seen people talking about feeling 'empty', 'numb', 'shocked', being in denial, in despair, being scared, lonely, even angry.

I've spent the last two days feeling low and weepy. Not full-on sobbing and howling, just going about my daily life with the emotion bubbling constantly under the surface and tears intermittently streaming down my face.  I think I need that explosion of emotion - of crying and ugly sobbing - to let it all out, but right now I think I'm just too numb for that to happen.

When I think of life post-Supernatural, I keep coming back to Philip Seymour Hoffman's melancholy words in the Boat that Rocked...

'I made a terrible mistake. I realized something, and instead of crushing the thought the moment it came I... I let it hang on, and now I know it to be true. And I'm afraid it's stuck in my head forever.  These are the best days of our lives.  It's a terrible thing to know.'

I sincerely hope that I'm proved wrong, but right now - I can't see it.
 
 
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Dizzojay's Dean Dreams
23 March 2019 @ 03:42 pm
I'm finding it very hard to articulate my feelings about current Supernatural-related events at the moment, not without bursting into floods at least, so I'm going to give you a flavour of the atmosphere in the Dizzo household today through the medium of small plastic action figures ...

It's a Funny Old Day
 
 
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Dizzojay's Dean Dreams
22 March 2019 @ 08:58 pm
I've just seen this on Facebook, and sort of feeling a bit shellshocked at the moment.

SEASON 15 WILL BE OUR LAST



Not entirely surprised, but still ...

 
 
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Dizzojay's Dean Dreams
21 March 2019 @ 09:30 pm
New Zealand has been in the news a lot recently, and my heart breaks that this beautiiful country has been stained by the small-minded hatred that the rest of us have been blighted by.

So, instead of all the bad news, I wanted to bring you something positive and lovely from the Land of the Long White Cloud ...

These two beautiful young ladies are my God-daughters who live in a small town called Plimmerton, a little way north of Wellington.  They are the daughters of Janet my best friend from secondary school, who I've known since we were twelve.

Laura, on the right, brown tank top, is twenty in May.  She's at university in Wellington studying Agricultural Sciences.  Amy, on the left, white top, was sixteen yesterday, and is at senior school.  They are both competition-level dressage riders and county-level cross-country runners. Laura did a gap year last year as a riding instructor at summer camp in America.

I hate the fact that they live so far away, and we only get to see each otther occasionally, but I love that they live in such an amazing country that has offered them the wonderful opportunities they've enjoyed in their short lives. Both Mr D and I couldn't be prouder of them.

These two magnificent young women are the personification of everything that is good in this world.  They are worth fifty million of the scumbag who scarred their country last week.




 
 
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Dizzojay's Dean Dreams
20 March 2019 @ 09:24 pm
And of course, here's the fourth Member of Team Free Will ...

What does Baby do when she's parked up in the Bunker's garage in the dark watches of the night?
(The same as all of us, maybe??)




HAPPY INTERNATIONAL HAPPINESS DAY!!
 
 
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Dizzojay's Dean Dreams
20 March 2019 @ 09:07 pm
Apparently, it's international happiness day, and I couldn't possibly let it pass without marking it in some way!

So, just for your happymaking delectation, heres a little Team Free Will GIFset of happymaking scrumptiousness!


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Dizzojay's Dean Dreams
19 March 2019 @ 09:21 pm


Can I just squish down in the middle?
(I'll even put up with Dean's snoring)
 
 
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Dizzojay's Dean Dreams
18 March 2019 @ 09:34 pm
Just finished work on this one tonight.  This is just a photo taken under domestic light, so not great, but I'll fix it and post a proper scan soon.  Getting ready for convention season - I'm seeing Adam three times in April/May/June!

Okay, I might be slightly obsessed with those British Men of Letters!


 
 
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Dizzojay's Dean Dreams
17 March 2019 @ 09:47 pm
Watching 1.13, Route 666 ...

Me: 'I never liked Cassie'.
Mr D: 'Why?'
Me: Well, she broke Dean's heart - just dumped him without a thought and then came crawling back when it suited her.'
Mr D: What, Dean 'love 'em and leave 'em' Winchester?
Me: ...
Mr D: Dean, who shags every woman in sight then pisses off and dumps them without a thought?
Me: ...
Me: THAT'S DIFFERENT!!
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Dizzojay's Dean Dreams
16 March 2019 @ 07:21 pm
 
 
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Dizzojay's Dean Dreams
15 March 2019 @ 09:49 pm
I grieve with the people of New Zealand.

This beautiful country, so far away, so peaceful and neighbourly; the home of my dear friends and my god-daughters, has finally suffered the curse of extremist terrorism.  And in Christchurch as well - a city which has already suffered so terriby through the forces of nature recently.

It was too easy to think that NZ was too far away, too harmless and un-controversial on the world stage to have to worry about this plague.

If I could hug an entire country, I would.

 
 
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Dizzojay's Dean Dreams
14 March 2019 @ 08:50 pm
And how better to illustrate the joy of Pi(e) ...

 
 
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Dizzojay's Dean Dreams
13 March 2019 @ 09:47 pm
Well, it's been a long-assed, but productive day at work, and then I got home and watched a bunch of shit-flinging baboons in our so-called Government voting over what cock-up they're going to make next in this Brexit abomination, and so I was really in the mood for a little light relief.

So, I ended up having a trawl through some of my old drabbles and, in the process came across this one from exactly five years ago...

WINDOWS TO THE SOUL

An unknown observer reflects on Dean's most beguiling feature.



xxxxx

They can glimmer with menace; brooding with dark, unspoken fury, or burn, incandescent with molten rage.

They can twinkle with mischief, dancing alive and bright with a childlike glee that is as captivating as it is infectious.

They can express such warmth and such an overwhelming capacity for love that it hurts to look away.

But at the same time, they can radiate such intolerable pain and despair from their moss-green depths; two liquid wells of heartbreak, deep and inscrutable, reaching out for solace and receiving none.

They can threaten, tease and enchant.

And I am a willing victim.

xxxxx

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Dizzojay's Dean Dreams
12 March 2019 @ 08:35 pm
 
 
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Dizzojay's Dean Dreams
10 March 2019 @ 07:54 pm
 
 
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Dizzojay's Dean Dreams
09 March 2019 @ 07:58 pm
So, I've just finished a piece of artwork for dapplegrey art, and this is it!

Mt Dizzo and I have been discussing names, and so far we have 'Semaphore', 'Left Hand Down a Bit', Carrots at Three O'Clock', and 'He Went That'a'Way'.

Any thoughts?



 
 
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Dizzojay's Dean Dreams
09 March 2019 @ 06:32 pm
 
 
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Dizzojay's Dean Dreams
08 March 2019 @ 10:32 pm
Now most of you know that I do not approve of anything that hides any part of our lovely Jensen.  Beards, masks, costumes ... well, clothes in general actually.

But, having said that, there are few sights in the world more beautiful than Jensen in a hat.  Of course, hats don't hide too much - well, nothing too important anyway, so they can be excused.  See for yourself ...

Jensen's hat of choice is a baseball cap.  On anyone else, this is unspeakably dull, but - well, it's Jensen...





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08 March 2019 @ 08:44 pm
 
 
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Dizzojay's Dean Dreams
06 March 2019 @ 07:35 pm
I'm posting from my new repaired laptop!  Yaaaaaaay :D

I'll allow this fine gentleman to convey an approximation of my current mood!

 
 
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